Disconnected

I want to talk to someone..
Who can I talk to?

Are the memories so disjointed?
And, when did I get this head wound?
I just..I mean..I feel so Disconnected..
I don't think there's anything keeping me grounded here.
If I'm not grounded, I'll just dissapear, right?
I'm not connected, I'm not connected to anybody..

So why do I exsist?
Why am I alive?
When I thought about this I could find no answer.
But as you live you need a reason, otherwise it's the same as being dead..

If there's no one left to replace me, then I willl take that regular daily life and uninstall.
I'm devoid of any feelings, excepted an impulse to destroy everythng and anything.
It came from beyond the extreme reaches of our reality.
It came to laugh at my naive existence.

I have no choice but to pretend that I'm a warrior who knows no fear.